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As far as the eyes can see mountains, rivers and trees a slight touch of wind the sound of a stream the sun shining on a picture in a dream in a real frame i´ve sat here for hours watching , picking smelling the flowers enjoying the spring the beauty of everything the birds they have been singing and i´ve been thinking sometimes you need to reminisce about the days that have passed and look at what once was maybe it wasn´t pretty then but now when I look again the beauty of everything looks back at me and smiles lightly and I can let go of the things that bother me the things that bothered me and travel on wi

running running always it seems can never just stop and dream always going somewhere but not knowing where to go its confusing, very so I give it all but get nothing back your sweet words, your love it is a trap how could I have been so fooled maybe it was the idea of love not really you? maybe I´am to blame maybe it´s all my fault but love is a two way street so maybe its not all on me but why am I left with hanging on when your earth is flat and mine is whole ? I gave you the greatest gift a man could give his own heart and to you it was paper thin you ripped it apart and smiled to chin while laughing saying it wa

Its been some time now yet I think about it everyday I actually miss it and now I know what it was then I was way to stuck in my own little pool of sorrow to even understand that you dried the pool and I was just a fish out of water struggling for air not realizing that in the pool I had to come up for air now there was just air and I suffocated on my own stupidity to have known what I know now how that would have made it easy but it has to be hard you have to know that for it to leave a mark which it did if I could go back I would not change a thing for even how sad it makes me now it makes me happy to know that it was not meant t

I know do you know how long I have waited for you and I could wait forever just to have you for a moment and I know I could let you go so easily but I´m not ripping out a part of me!

Hey one beer I heard him say an old man that sometimes comes to the bar I´m here all the time I over heard him once talking to his wive on the phone telling her the doctor appointment went great I think I finally found the right doctor he would say but he was here to drink about something but what is his sorrow? I´m a very curious person and I talk to pretty much everyone that sits down at the bar but Ive never gotten the chance to talk to that old man he has never really stopped for a while he is always just in and out few drinks then he heads his way I wonder where? I give the bartender a sign and point to the old man and he hands

It´s been months since Susan gave me that little day of happiness what have followed are a lot of days of anger I even thought about killing her at one point its been really busy this year I´m just glad Christmas is around the corner not that I like Christmas I just don´t like this job its the last day today then see you after new years! suckers!.    The companies Christmas gala is tonight as they put it I don´t know why they have to be so formal all the time just call it a party because that´s what it is getting drunk with co workers that hardly speak to you that hardly even know you exist that is always fun not try

I spend the day sleeping this hangover off and I have this very interesting dream there are two birds flying the sky is clear and blue and suddenly I hear a shot and one bird falls from the sky and when he has touched the ground he turns into an angel I run there to help her and she pushes me away and tries to take off but she can´t one of her wings is broken she struggles for awhile then she breaks down and cries and as her tears fall the sky turns gray and it begins to rain something more happened but I just can´t remember it no matter how hard I try to recall it its like it has been deleted from my head.    The day passes fast i

I go to work everyday drink my coffee black, exercise, sleep for 7 hours most nights and I finished college, I was the second highest in my class which is like being the last.     I really thought I was something special I always had a vision of how my life would be like, married, a couple of kids, a nice house maybe even a dog too, a successful carrier. I was going to come home each day after work to screaming kids and home cooked meals but it is nothing like that no one ever tells you the truth of how things can be I know they tell you the dream version where everything falls into place it did so for my father his father and his father and

It was not long ago flowers were nothing used to grow used to bloom all around me and you a garden walk an easy street shaking hands not knowing who´d you meet in a dream that stood so long happy birds happy songs the tone is dead the echo too where ever became of me and you the happy souls the memories keep me warm in the dead cold night and what comforts me is the emptiness by my side nothing where you used to stand still I feel it with my hand like grabbing shadows in the night as blind as dark and all seeing as light laughter used to fill these rooms like a carnival it was with you reminds me of a different time youth,

You make me laugh, you make me cry but most importantly you make me happy people might question our love because of all that´s been going on but they don´t know I´m not sure if I fully understand but I understand enough me with out you is not a pretty sight I look into the mirror of the self and shake my head all the time I know you only you know what I´m talking about I´m sure others can figure it out it´s not complicated but sometimes we make it be we fight and fight over nothing really until we realize it´s silly I don´t know how many times i´ve packed my shit and stormed outside just to r