I never thought

Running away
never facing the problem
thinking it will dissolve on its own
the life your living is a double
and you just can´t find your way back home

streets are empty
things are gray
the streets are empty
but full of decay

who ever thinks that it will end
the mind simply doesn´t go that far
i´am where i´am you are where you are

when the wind just keeps blowing
not a moment of peace
when it´s freezing
and you got your hands in your sleeves

I wanna leave
but i´m forced to stay
I want to believe
but I can´t see
past this cloud

my pride is falling down
and I don´t know who
i´am anymore

where are you
I need you here
where are you
the truth I fear

it seems like
iv´e been walking for so long
not knowing where i´m going
a step after step
I get more lost in it all

where are you
i´m calling
where are you
when i´m falling

I can´t face myself
I don´t like the one
that I have become
so different
from who I had in mind

I never thought
i´d find myself
in this sitsuation
but here i´am
so I guess I was wrong